I really, really want to hear Brendon cover Across The Universe.

It would be mind-meltingly amazing.

Is it weird that I shamelessly fangirl over old school, chubby Gerard???



IDGAF, I LOVE IT. <33333

In other news, I have found this fic that blows my mind with its amazingness. Just..ugh. http://www.livejournal.com/tools/memories.bml?user=stereo_junkie&keyword=Filthy+Lucre&filter=all It's so dirty that I actually feel like...unclean just reading it. ...then I get to the end of the chapter and I'm like GODDAMN, I NEED MOAR.
:D

I can't shake this awful feeling that PATD just doesn't exist anymore. When I watch videos from recent shows, I feel like I'm watching a panic cover band. How is it so different, when half of them are still there? =[ idgi.

Brendon crying when they played Northern Downpour doesn't help. :'(

I am so, so stressed and tired and frustrated and UGH. My schedule is so hectic and ridiculous, and I'm juggling wayyy too much shit.

This is what my normal day is like:
Wake up at 6
Leave the house by 7, almost an hour drive to get to school by 8.
After school, either field hockey until 5
Then carpool with some people from field hockey, forty five minute drive to a public library where I wait for my dad to pick me up, then another forty five minute drive home.
OR, violin, voice, orchestra, music theory classes. ALL IN THE SAME NIGHT.
And I never get home before 7, most days not until 8.
Then there's dinner, homework and studying.

THEN. Throw SAT tutoring, an extra curricular writing course, and a job in the mix.
.....and try to get to bed before midnight so I'm not dead the next day.


:l wow fml.

http://musica.uol.com.br/ultnot/multi/2009/11/09/04023170D8917366.jhtm?panic-at-the-disco--camisado-04023170D8917366


Why is it that I hate these videos? :[

I'm posting this week's spam early because I'll be away this weekend for The Academy Is... Halloween Show :DDD My friend Erin and I are leaving right after school on Friday (tomorrow! :DD) to drive down to Virginia. We're staying over at her uncle's house, and then going to the venue nice and early Saturday morning and chilling in line the whole day. We have Meet and Greet :DD  weitynglsid;glsldeietgnwslknd I AM REALLY EXICTED!

ANYWAY!

( And the winning topic is...... )

"There's another thing I've come to realize, Inuyasha. My meeting you was no coincidence, it's more than that. Deep down, you must know that I want you to live. ..... I want you to be happy, I want you to laugh a lot. I don't know what exactly I'll be able to do for you, but I'll always be by your side."


God, Inuyasha/Kagome are just the most perfect couple ever. <3 I'm glad my love for Inuyasha has been rekindled, so I realize again how fucking amazing this series is.

Today was the annual Chow Mein sale at the Buddhist Temple where my mom and I are involved. Chow Mein is pretty much just this awesome kind of japanese noodles. But omg I pretty much spent four hours of today spreading vegetables over 900 servings of noodles :l Plus I am pretty much going to smell like Chow Mein for the next um...five years.

&

Since I go to a Catholic high school, I have to go to Mass once or twice a week. Thanks to bexless's Unholyverse trilogy, I can't make it through a single Mass without snorting to myself in laughter because I'm imagining Gerard as the priest. Omg and you can't even imagine how bad it gets when the priest sings before giving out communion.


ANYWAY! WEEK TWO OF WEEKLY PICSPAMS' TOPICS!
The Academy Is...

General Gerard spam (cuz I just love spamming him :3)

AS MANY PICTURES AS I CAN FIND OF FRANK BEING ALL INTENSE ON STAGE PLAYING GUITAR AND STUFF

Everyone go here and vote please! :D

I gotta do the picspam by Saturday, and I need a tie breaker!

I AM SO HAPPY I THINK I'M ABOUT TO PISS MYSELF.

I JUST DISCOVERED THE BEST THING IN THE WORLD. THERE IS A NEW SEASON OF THE INUYASHA ANIME BEING MADE, AND IT'S PREMIERING IN JAPAN THIS YEAR.

OHMYGOD I CANNOT EVEN CONVEY HOW HAPPY I AM RIGHT NOW. WHAT THE FUCK.

IT'S IN JAPAN NOW, AND OH-MY-GOD-I-HOPE-I-NEED-I-WILL-DIE-IF-IT-ISN'T IN AMERICA BY NEXT YEAR.

OMG GUYS, JUST. GAH. <3

For me to say this, I have to admit first that I was watching Hannah Montana. So yes, I was. I was on my laptop at the same time though, and hear:

Jackson: But daaad! You can't ground me! I'm taking (some girl's name that I didn't hear) to see Panic at the Disco!


I LOLD.

So I went to Brynn's sweet sixteen party last night, it was a blast. Except for how my feet hurt so badly afterwards because of the ridiculous heels I wore. :[

But anywho! That is not what this post is about! This post is about....

PICSPAMS. Weekly picspams!


I often feel the urge to make picspams, but don't know what to do them of/if my flist would be annoyed. Sooo..I've come up with an idea to keep my craving for picspam-making in check :]

So this is what I will be doing. I'll make a picspam every week, and let you guys choose the topic! :]

While I know I'm not popular enough to get a huge response to this, I'm gonna post a few ideas of topics I have, and then you vote on which one you want to see me make. If you have your own good idea of one you want me to do, I'll do it the following week, instead of doing the whole voting thing.

lol yes, this is going to work as a full system thing. xD

( CLICK for this week's topics! )

So tell me which one to doooo! I won't set a specific day every week that I'll post the spam, I'll just do it when I get a chance to, and post it before the end of the week.

:D I hope this works out!

Cuz I felt like it!


( Favorite bands and artists! )

Jesus Christ it's only one month into my junior year of high school and I am already this fucking close to punching the lights out of the next person who mentions college to me.

This isn't exactly a fic, more like a cute little drabble thing that I've been craving ever since I saw Nevershoutnever back in July. :3 I felt that Brendon/Christofer just HAD to be written.

:D

 

( Clicky here! )

Have to get to school 45 minutes early for detention.
Then a big chemistry test.
Then a field hockey game after school.
Then an hour carpooling/waiting at a library to get picked up.

:/

Atleast I have Supernatural to look forward to when I finally make it home from all that. FML.

I know this post is late, but I had to compose myself before I could share it.

A ten year old girl named Savannah recently passed away. She had a fatal case of cancer. I didn't personally know her, but now I wish more than anything that I could have. Not only is her family in mourning, but hundreds of other people as well. When Savannah received her diagnosis, she presented a model of courage and strength that everyone should strive for. Not only was she kind and selfless, but she was also unconquerable, even by this horrible disease. It didn't take long for her story to reach the newspapers and spread all over the internet, and soon hundreds of people who had never even met her were rooting for her in her struggle against cancer.

My school participated in a campaign for her called "Savannastrong". Our basketball team practically adopted her as a little sister, and she attended every game, cheering and encouraging them. Having her there was a rally for them to always try their absolute hardest, and she was a big part of the celebrations whenever they won. The boys lacrosse team at another school did close to the same thing. They all replaced their helmets with new pink ones (pink was her favorite color), that had Savannah's name across the back. She went to all their games, and was their inspiration when they won the championship.

Unfortunately, I never had a chance to get to know her until last Friday. It was her funeral service, and my school choir sang there. I'm in the choir, so I attended the service. I never knew Savannah personally, but by the end of that service, I did. Her mother gave a speech. She managed to keep herself composed, but I didn't. Listening to her share stories about Savannah, about how kindhearted, brave, and strong she was, made me completely break down. It was like I knew her as my best friend, and I cried and mourned for her as if she had been.

She kept up with all her school work and kept getting good grades, even when she was in the hospital.
She kept seeing and playing with all her friends.
She kept participating and excelling in all the things she liked to do, like swimming. She won third place in her swimming meet, even when she had twenty-some tumors in her lungs.
She had a priest come see her in the hospital, she never gave up on her faith.
She inspired her friends, and strangers alike, and the sidewalk outside of her hospital would be covered with little messages written to her in chalk.

So please, keep Savannah in your prayers. Even though she is undoubtedly the last person who needs our prayers to get into heaven, I believe she deserves the thoughts, admiration, and love from everyone on this planet.

<3 RIP Savannah. We love you.

I've hardly had any time in the last couple weeks to be on LJ/the interwebs. :l Between school starting, and field hockey practices 24/7, I'm soo busy D:  Everyday has been like school, field hockey practice for a good two hours, drive home, shower, and then it's 10 o'clock and I still have homework to do :/ 

But anyways! Some updates from the oh-so-exciting life of me! :]

So Erin and I were traipsing around the mall on Saturday, not really shopping, just kind of hanging around. Then I see this couple walking towards us, who look like they're in their late 20s maybe? So! The guy looked 26 or 27ish, and kind of goth. Like he had face piercings, and was wearing those big, baggy black pants that have chains all over them. But then! The guy comes closer and I see that......HE IS WEARING A PANIC AT THE DISCO T SHIRT. THAT'S RIGHT. My face was like :OOOOOOOO. And then! I see that his girlfriend is wearing a MCR hoodie! I pretty much had a private little freak out xD I was like "ohmygod! Let's go talk to them!" And Erin was like "omg no D: don't be a creeper!" But, lol, I did talk her into stalking them through the mall for a little while, until we lost them in Victoria's Secret. xD

Field Hockey! :D While I do like the sport, the constant practices suck :l We have to run so freaking much, all of me is constantly sore DX  The Varsity and JV teams were finally announced a couple days ago, but I didn't make Varsity :[  I was more bummed out than I was expecting. The coach talked to me afterwards and said that I was like right in the middle of the two teams and she had to think really hard about where to put me. Apparently she put me on JV so I can get more playing time. Eh, whatever.
So we had a super intense game today. What usually happens is that the Varsity team plays, and then JV plays after them. The Varsity player who plays my position was doing kind of bad, so omg the coach put me in the Varsity game! :D I was only in for like 2 minutes before time ran out, but I got the ball once, and managed to keep it and safely pass it to a teammate. :] Yaay.
And thennnn, in the JV game, I always play the whooole game. In the beginning of the second half, I scored a goal. It was awesome, like the ball got air and everything xD But then like five minutes later, I was fighting some girl on the other team for the ball, and she pretty much stomped all over my foot with her cleats. Dx  My big toe was hurting SO BAD, that I had to go out of the game. When I sat down and took off my sock, I saw that the top of my toe nail had been ripped off. :l  Yeah, it hurts like hell.

Nyah well anyways, that's all from the life of me :]

On a side note, WATCH THIS VIDEO FOR MAJOR LULZ >>>>>  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JUw_SQgNorM
TRUST ME, YOU WILL DIE LAUGHING.

and wtf Kanye West at the VMAs :/  What a douche.

Well! Now off to write an English paper!